January 28, 2021 – Lily Darling

Okay, for some reason Chapter 30 tripped me up for like two friggin’ months. I don’t know why. It’s mostly just Lily sitting in a damn vet clinic gabbing on the phone to her girl Penny.  In my head, this bit should have been a cakewalk.  Alas, it was not.  I rewrote the scene multiple times and obsessed over it for way too long. Honestly, it sucked me into the worst case of W.B. ever. I stopped journaling, skipped a couple newsletters, and glared at my Scrivener file every time I opened it like it had personally wronged me.

But today, I finally finished this bitch of a chapter. Not sure it needs to be 4,292 words long, but whatever. Maybe I’ll cut the sexy shower scene that comes at the beginning.

Uhm…nope. Not going there until revisions. It is well past time for me to move on. And besides, my inner Lily’s inner Britni would not appreciate that business. Sexy shower scenes for the win!